Tuesday, March 28, 2006
hahaha okay FINE i have been neglecting my poor blog ):
btw i think my skin in funky dont insult it (: hahaha! omfg i think busted rocks (: their songs are superb! their songs are unique (: its like a combi of punk rock yet soothing music! i dunno! ((: but i like ((:
DAMMIT IM LIKE STILL HYPER FROM SCHOOL. THE LAST BURST OF ENERGY LEFT IN ME FOR TONIGHT. I'VE BEEN HYPER THE WHOLE DAY TODAY LAH CAN. CHINESE LESSON WAS LIKE.... DISASTER STRUCK! EFF! ((: SEE IM SO NICE. SAVE THE LITTLE KIDS' EYES (:
anyway yes, DAMN my blouse got ripped today. the side only lah (: hahahaha. like eff lah. stupid bianca. so i exchanged bags with her (: cos hers was a tote. can block. HOHOHO (: I AM SMART. and yes. we tried scotchtaping it -.- disaster. i'd rather not scotchtape it can. HAHA. eugena's an effing lousy scotchtaper. GRRR HER >: ( HAHAHAH! but anyway it all boils down to BIANCALOH. she effing pulled it lah. wahlao! ):
okay it started with HER. (: she effing wanted to sit on me. AND I WAS BEING DEVILISH ( I'M EVIL WHEN IM HYPER IN CASE U DIN REALISE) AND SO I _____ ___ ___ ___ ___ (: GO FIGURE. ITS CENSORED FOR LITTLE CHILDREN LIKE YOU GUYS READING THIS. HURHUR. ANYWAY YES SO SHE REACTED AND SHE EFFING PULLED MY BLOUSE. -.-
ohyah and the floor was her bed today (: from the sitting position on AMINA, cos she gave up on me cos i kept ______ her ___ and ______ ((: so she SWITCHED target! and amina became her next target(: and ohmymama! DISASTER. hahahahaha we started playing with my effing waterbottle. dammit! SHE SQUIRTED WATER AT ME. FREAK HER! actually no. i think it started with nana. then i squirted at jas. then she snatched the bottle. and squirted jas. -.- then we wrestled with her. and OBVIOUSLY I WON RIGHT (: SO SHE ENDED UP ON THE FLOOR. HER RUBBERBAND WAS OFF, HER PINS WERE LIKE. DEAD. AND HER HAIR WAS JUST. AS PER NORMAL, MESSY. JUST ABIT MESSIER THAN USUAL LAH. NO BIG DEAL XD
well thats all for you little kids out there (: I SHALL SAVE UR POOR INNOCENT MIND FROM ALL THE DIRTY DETAILS XD
1:29 PM
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
just something to entertain you for a little while because i havent been blogging x) LALALA!
; DANCE says:
which article are u doing for.
; DANCE says:
the combined humans sia arh
; DANCE says:
COS RIGHT.
; DANCE says:
i need it soon so that i can edit
} BOHEMIAN STORM says:
i don't know.
; DANCE says:
-.-
; DANCE says:
is the proposal with you?
or charis
} BOHEMIAN STORM says:
charis
; DANCE says:
okay. we shall go confront her tml
} BOHEMIAN STORM says:
-.-
} BOHEMIAN STORM says:
confront
; DANCE says:
HAHA YES CONFRONT
; DANCE says:
since she's so small she cant do anything to us (:
} BOHEMIAN STORM says:
mean
; DANCE says:
HAHAHA
; DANCE says:
welll
; DANCE says:
how can u say that
; DANCE says:
): im totally 100% pure angelic material
; DANCE says:
(:
} BOHEMIAN STORM says:
x.x
; DANCE says:
HAHA XD
; DANCE says:
and u are
; DANCE says:
100% PURE DEVIL MATERIAL
; DANCE says:
HOHOHO (:
} BOHEMIAN STORM says:
hohoho like real
; DANCE says:
HOHOHO REAL K
; DANCE says:
(:
} BOHEMIAN STORM says:
*puke
; DANCE says:
woah
; DANCE says:
u got not enough oxygen isit
; DANCE says:
=/'
} BOHEMIAN STORM says:
NO!
} BOHEMIAN STORM says:
i'm just damn shocked by your scary claims!
; DANCE says:
hahahahahah what do u mean by scary!
; DANCE says:
they are just facts
} BOHEMIAN STORM says:
*puke
; DANCE says:
HAHAHHAHAHA
; DANCE says:
oh no '
; DANCE says:
do u need me to send u to the hospital
} BOHEMIAN STORM says:
no thank you
; DANCE says:
aw man
; DANCE says:
are u pregnant then =/
; DANCE says:
oh gosh.
; DANCE says:
too young to get pregnant eh
} BOHEMIAN STORM says:
i'm used to these occasionally blows to the heart
; DANCE says:
but its not morning yet,
; DANCE says:
why are u getting morning sickness
; DANCE says:
): u poor thing
} BOHEMIAN STORM says:
gay
; DANCE says:
huh? what occasional blows to the heart
; DANCE says:
=/
} BOHEMIAN STORM says:
WHEN CHERYL SAYS EGO AND UNTRUE THINGS!
; DANCE says:
oh my. since when =/
; DANCE says:
i was born honest
; DANCE says:
and pure
; DANCE says:
and until now
; DANCE says:
im stil honest and pure and true
; DANCE says:
and humble
; DANCE says:
to what i say to people
; DANCE says:
( :
} BOHEMIAN STORM says:
EHEM!
} BOHEMIAN STORM says:
i think i'm going to puke!
; DANCE says:
OHMY GOSH.
; DANCE says:
QUICK
; DANCE says:
GO TO THE TOILE.
; DANCE says:
*TOILET.
} BOHEMIAN STORM says:
you are gay
; DANCE says:
AND U BETTER GO TO THE HOSPITAL
; DANCE says:
DID U HAVE SEX WITH ANYONE
} BOHEMIAN STORM says:
what do you think?
; DANCE says:
HAHAHAH I DUNNO
; DANCE says:
I DONT KNOW WHAT U DO AHEM
; DANCE says:
WHEN I DONT SEE YOU
} BOHEMIAN STORM says:
-.-
; DANCE says:
HAHAHAH
; DANCE says:
sooooo
; DANCE says:
DID YOU
; DANCE says:
-waits for answer, rubbing hands together -
; DANCE says:
-stares at computer screen intently-
} BOHEMIAN STORM says:
hahahahahha but i'm gay. i can't have sex!
; DANCE says:
OMG!
; DANCE says:
u still canm!
; DANCE says:
gays have sex with gays!
} BOHEMIAN STORM says:
like real can get fertilized
} BOHEMIAN STORM says:
-.-
; DANCE says:
can.
; DANCE says:
u're a female what.
} BOHEMIAN STORM says:
-.-
; DANCE says:
u have sex with gays = guys
; DANCE says:
THEN GET FERTILISED WHAT.
; DANCE says:
-.-
; DANCE says:
hohoho (:
YAY ((: THERE. ENJOY! what a pity i didn't save the rest of the conversation. ACCORDING TO BIANCA it was SICK but i dont know (((: maybe its normal for me. HOHOHO (:
2:02 PM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
oh no )): im getting my phone bill next week. wish me good luck man ): hopefully it doesnt exceed 50 dollars. if not my mom wil nag and scold! and i still want my guitar (: so i cant let her scold me (:
i have a brilliant plan! ((: actually, TWO brilliant plans! i shall share it with ya'll (:
BRILLIANT PLAN ONE:i study veryveryvery hard next term and hand in all my homework on time and do all the projects until damn pro and then i make my msg 2 ((: and make my mom happy and she shall buy my guitar for me! YAY and i want a pinkpinkpink one (:
okay, if this plan doesnt work, i have another plan! (:
BRILLIANT PLAN TWO: hohoho (: if BRILLIANT PLAN ONE doesnt work, i shall proceed on to this. i shall wait till SEPTEMBER EIGHT, my nicenice birthday (:, and make my momma buy it for my birthday! HEH HEH HEH XD
but if brilliant plan two still doesnt work ): i have another plan which i just thought of (:
BRILLIANT PLAN THREE: cos i will be taking my guitar exam in september (: (I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT GRADE. MY TEACHER DIN TELL ME ): ) i shall practice real hard for my guitar and get an A XD and show her that I DO practice my guitar and that I AM interested in it (: AND I SHALL MAKE HER BUY ME AN ELECTRIC ONE UNDER SUCH CIRCUMSTANCES XD
and all of a sudden, i feel damn sarcastic (: HAHAHAHAHAH OHWELL. im hyper ): and there's no one to get hyper with me. cos i have no idea why everyone is so tired today. SIGH. ):
anyway talking about guitars, I LOVE STRUMMING XD i think its damn fun. HHAHAHAAHAH and i wanna join a band! (: and make music. RAWR. i shall wait till im good enough (: then timothy said he'll ask me to join his. HAHAHAHA that idiot.
HMM today i went out with bianca and nana (: HAHAHAHA no no. caca and nana (: it rhymes! HAHAHA and then we were tlaking and walking. and u know what. im too lazy to blog about today (:
so toodles cos my mom's nagging at me to get off the computer cos im supposed to follow my brother as a ROLE MODEL cos he got off the computer and went down already -.- dot him. i bet he went ot talk to his gf lah -.- GRRR >: ( nvm. i shall zaofan and go down and not sleep till three like last night (((:
anyway im going to ger's hse tml (: EXCITING MAN XD i cant wait to see her new house! and i miss tinkle (: tinkle's like damn cute can. just that she's abit too friendly at times =/ she likes to lick people =/ AND IT TICKLES ):
hah okay lah enough procrastinating )): BYEBYE FOLKS!
4:43 PM
Sunday, March 12, 2006
hello everyone (: i know ya'll missed me! (: hahaha im back now! RAWR IM TELLING YOU CAMP ROCKED THE HELL OUTTA US (:
8th March 2006: well.. we reached school at the same normal time and then I MET BIANCA! hahahaha! so i walked with her, supposedly to the CLASSROOM. and she took the LONGER WAY -.- but nevermind. cos we met jasmine and cher! hahahaa so we put our things down and sat with amina and cher! and then we saw nana coming x) HER BAG WAS DAMN BIG. my bag was way smaller than hers but it was BULGING =/ oops >< and i think amina is -.- she only brought ONE PATHETICLY SMALL BLACK BAG. i thought it'd be like bianca's size CAN. then i was like. amina where's ur bag? and she pointed to that PATHETIC one bag-.- we were all like WTHHHH!
then we went up to put our bags (: hahahaha 1/11's classroom was quite clean (: but i think 210 is cleaner. HOHOHO (: then the bell rang i think. and it was damn not congested today! NICE XD hahahahah dun need to rush down. so after assembly... we had a briefing i think. so we went up to our homerooms after that briefing and sorta settled down first before leaving for botanic gardens for our amazing race!
amazing race was -.- damn tiring lah. 206 and 209....GRRRR! it was like running 2.4 -.- ugh! then its like our class kept on splitting lah. and i kept asking them to fill up the gaps? and they didnt?! =.= it was damn irritating. so its like. if u see right, i can seriously put a white elephant in each gap lah. i know they were tired but i mean, just put in a little effort to like walk FASTER by abit right! that'll make all the difference. but nvm (: its over.
then half-way, jas had a stomach ache ): POOR JAS she was so dead! ): not corny anymore! ))): then she kept going to the toilet =/ and i thought the class was very inconsiderate when someone said, " walk faster lah!" when its like HELLO. SHE'S SICK. whatever lah -.-
okay so after amazing race, we were all sticky and i was feeling damn eeky and stuff and not to mention TIRED ): then we were supposed to have telematch next. but i din feel like going. and poor jas was sick ): and bianca smart-ly sprained her ankle while WALKING -.- walking eh. not running -.- hahahaha then she became a cripple (:
okayyy sooo me jas and bianca din go for telematch (: i told dot that my knee hurt ): HAHAHAHA well... XD lalala u decide whether it was true or not! XD anyway so i have no idea why we suddenly became hyper. oh i know why. cos of biancaloh. -.- she just kept talkingand talking and talking and irritating ME mainly, and i think i somehow got hyper too =/ and i started getting violent =/ attacked her COS SHE WAS FRICKING IRRITATING.
that reminds me of SALIVA FOUNTAIN x) oh gawd -.- it was seriously very retarded =/ we had each other's saliva all over ourselves later on ): hahahahah but it was funny (: and i think i rock. (: the other two losers cldnt get any saliva out. HAHAHHAHAH !
THENNNNNNN what did we do? errr.... tea break i think. and we ate biscuits =/ then after that was some discussion thingy about the drama I THINK. im not sure ): cant remember! HAHAHAHA
hmmmmmmmmmmm then it was BATHING TIME XD WHEEEE! heh heh then mabel xinyu and someone else went to bathe first before bathing time! TSK THEM! HAHAHAHAHAHAH but i was nice (: i din tell anyone! x) lalalala! WE GOT THE SHOWER XD i din get the shower last year ): the shower rocks! the other cubicles suck lah. shitty pail water -.- that time i wet my clothes using the pail lah. AND THERE FREAKING WASNT ENOUGH WATER! there was seriously VERYVERY LITTLE WATER. (: but it was 204's duty today. so HEH HEH HEH XD
then it was dinner (: dinner and lunch's food was quite okay (: better than last year -.- and p5 -.- p5's food was so totally HORRENDOUS. i felt like puking =/ yuck. hahhahahah this year got alot of fried food x) yummy! LALALA XD
then we had MOVIES! (: BRING IT ON ROCKS XD wheeee! i wanna watch it again! x) borrowing from bianca. she'd better bring okay -.- i bet she'll forget-.- HUR. but the show's damn nice (: i think bring it on is nicer than bring it on again (: bring it on again is a bit boring =/ the starting lah.
then it was debrief. then hanny came. FINALLY. hahaha and we had a debate! and we lost! ): cos the other team damn poor thing ): HHAHAHAHAHAH. but nevermind we werent sore losers (: we cheered for them! x) I WAS ACTUALLY KINDA HYPER THEN =/
then it was SLEEPING TIME XD and cos i was freaking HYPER, i obviously cldnt sleep !-.- and it was like. i only fell asleep at like 12 to 1?! -.- hahahahah but i wasnt exactly very tired the next day =/ i think im pro (: oh. mr lim -.- cos we were damn noisy. then dot cldnt handle the noise level. so she went to call mr lim -.- like real he helped. he only sat there till like 11.30 and it was freaking irritating cos I STILL CLDNT SLEEP. i mean, im hyper, LET ME BE HYPE RLAH. so that i can sleep faster LAH. -.- wahlao! but there were others who wanted to sleep. so i was nice (: and nana was damn noisy. DAMN IRRITATING LAH! there i was, trying to sleep. there she was, talking like crap. -.- GRR HER! then amina suddenly woke up =/ and then i was like, "omg i see a dammit big head. must be amina's one." HAHAHAHAH XD LION!
okay thats all for today (:
9th March 2006RAWR. the floor was damn hard yesterday night -.- oh oh. i forgot to mention that my mom called mr. lim a crazy teacher. HAHA! cos she called me when he was in the classroom then i cldnt pick up -.- so i smsed her. AND I GOT SCOLDED FOR DOING SO. wahlao. people dont need to have contact with the outside world just because we're at camp meh! -.- gayness.
anyway today was kinda slack =/ we had some personality test. i think my personality is damn cool x) HAHAHAH im like abit of everything! (: i rock! HAHAHAH and i think the speaker was damn funny (: he made a fool outta himself lah. i like him! cos at least he cld keep me awake. not like those assemblies which i will 100% fall asleep one. ohwell! (:
then after like half an hour, i started doodling on bianca's paper cos they gave us paper to draw a MOUSE. and i am friendly (: HAHAHAHA and i started writing all sorts of crap. i know bianca loves that piece of paper now (: LALA! then it was tea break, i think (: HAHA then after that we went back to the lt and continued the second half of the talk -.-
and then for like half an hour, i was nice and guai (: i paid attention! (: then after a while...i started doodling on eugena's paper this time (: it was damn fun! hahahah then cos the lt table has this engravement. AND SO I COLOURED THAT PART WITH A PAPER OVER IT! and after that when i took it out, the paper became uneven! with the logo popping out (: damn nice lah! HAHAHAH and i did it like over and over and over (: and then the talk was over. =/ OOPS >< but it was interesting lah. just that my attention span was like =/
so it was lunch after that. lunch was okay. i think. i cant remember what i ate =/ HAHAHAH then erm it was leadership games! leadership games was funny =/ iris got LOST! lol! IT WAS KINDA FUNNY ACTUALLY =/ then we went around shouting her name, hoping that she'd start laughing so that we can detect her! and there was like this leaves heap. and then i went to search it =/ then mingming was like errr noo we dont put people there. AND SHE KEPT EMPHASISING ON THAT POINT! -.- anyway we found her in the art room (: the kiln room! lol! HAHAHAH but we were sorta strolling. ): but nvm.
then erm. we went up to our homeroom AGAIN (: but i like our homeroom. then i think we pracitised drama once more (: hahahah! errrr. then we were split into five groups for some creative thinking thing! i was with nana (: hmm... then after that 204 came running to us -.- and chiding us. WTH -.- we know our own stuffs okay ... and she rolled her eyes. whats her problem. all in all, we'll get scolded if anything crops up WHAT. not you. -.- hahahahah but i was forgiving (: LALA! i always am (:
actually duty was quite fun (: i bathed the last though. cos i was SACRIFICIAL! LOL! no lah. i just din feel like bathing yet. i wanted to wait for everyone to finish cos i was nice (: but SOME PEOPLE were damn irritating. they took ten minutes to bathe. and like hello. i knocked on their door so many times CAN. and its like. i got damn pissed. i started shouting at them =/ and threatening to open their door. SORRY LAH >< BUT IT WAS SERIOUSLY IRRITATING. like, we're trying to finish our job asap? so that others can bathe too? wth? SPARE A THOUGHT FOR OTHERS LAH. selfish poops. i mean, you wanna take so long to bathe, sure. then wait till you're the last few lah -.- smart me did that (:
oh yah. i HAVE to talk about the quadrangle thing. it was SERIOUSLY DAMN TOUCHING. i teared lah ))): cos it just started raining damn heavily. and you know when i heard someone say that it was raining, I WAS HEARTBROKEN. i was really LOOKING FORWARD TO SLEEPING IN THE QUADRANGLE LAH. oh man ): then it was like all my hopes dashed! then after our duty and after i finished bathing, we all looked down at the quadrangle. and guess what we saw. a saw the sec two cohort cleaning up the quadrangle. it was like. multi-coloured. brooms, mops, rags, whatever, everywhere. I WAS DAMN TOUCHED LAH ((: then after we saw that there were no more 211 or 212 people who wanted to bathe, i brought the mop down and helped! (: but only for awhile. cos apparently the mop din do much help -.- cos it was freaking wet anyway. and chin sian and emma called me up again. cos i think some 212 second half person went to use our toilet. when she wasnt supposed to -.- so we waited for her to come out (: and then when she opened the door she was like ," oh shit." and then we stopped her. and hey. i never knew emma was so fierce =/ HAHAHAHAHAHAH DAMN FUNNY. I WAS DAMN AMUSED LAH. but nvm lah.
so after that we had to MOP the toilet AGAIN. -.- freaking hell. hahahah then we had dinnner anyway (: dinner was duck rice i think. i din really like dinner =/ din eat alot. the jelly was gross. we started mashing it all up and adding milo to it (: looked damn cool! (: HAHAHA. then we threw it away ): sadly. hmm... then it was MOVIE TIME!
today's movie was kinda boring =/ some titan show. ahahah and all the while i was leaning on amina x) what a miracle she din get shoulder ache the next day. I KNOW WHY XD COS I AM LIGHT XDDD hahahaha! then i was damn bored =/ so i started peeling the aluminum thingy. and then amina started making balls with it. and then i showed eugena. and took some of my peeled off aluminum and she started making accesories! like nose rings, ear rings, RIBBONS, flowers, DAMN PRETTY CAN! XD hahahahahahahaha and then it was like =/ we were wearing through th emovie lah. and the parents were like looking at us with that O.o look. HAHAHAHA OOPS >< and after the movie, we walked up with the nose rings and ear rings on the upper ear on! (: it was damn embarrassing but it was damn funny. we LAUGHED ALL THE WAY UP =/ people must have been thinking that we were mad people.
and then we were damn hyper. i think i was the most hyper =/ bianca too. and i think we somehow influenced the others to be so too (: we rock! RAWR XD oh oh. we won for the scene thingy cos we were enthu people! x) WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! hahahahahahah x) then after that... the sec three helper took a picture of us stamping our feet =.= luckily they din put that pic up LAH. if not i'll be utterly embarrassed.
then after that....the stupid people started muttering NONSENSE to someone (: it was nuttifying =/ that person was traumatised lah -.- okay then after that we moved to the quadrangle! THE QUADRANGLE FLOOR WASNT AS HARD AS THE HOMEROOM ONE. XD and there were stars! and nana is blind. i counted twenty over and she only counted nine -.- she's such a loser! HAHAHAHA
plus, she's really a monster. she can talk like no one's business lah. apparently anything under the sun, in this case, under the moon (: AND ITS LIKE. I WAS SLEEPING BESIDE HER. OH GAWD. but everything she said was kinda funny. so its like i was trying to control my laughter and i din reply her. but its like. i control already STILL CANNOT. I'LL JUST BURST OUT LAUGHING LAH -.- then omg FINALLY the moment i was waiting for. she FINALLY shut up-ed! (: haha i was so darn happy okay. but she wasnt sleeping. she was staring at the sky. dunno what she was thinking about (: HHAHAH so i went to sleep (: yay!
then i woke up in the middle of the night. it was freaking hot -.- seriously. i was like sweating -.- so i took my legs outta the sleeping bed. i cldnt fall asleep for quite awhile. then i sat up to like drink water. then the teacher on duty shined the torchlight at me! ): i dunno why. maybe he/she thought i had asthma attack. HHAHAHA sorry but no, im not asthmatic (: then i lay down again (: and stared at the sky for like half an hour before i fell asleep again.
10th March 2006woke up at six plus. i think. then we lazed around till like 6.35 ? hahaha. then we went up (: finally. we were like almost the last. there was only one other person. HAAHAHAH XD then we brushed out teeth, washed up. and we were late for assembly -.- the freaking bell rang so fast can. i dun believe 45 min passed so fast. unless they rang the bell at like 715? i dunno i din check my phone.
then we ate breakfast! HOT DOG BREAD XD me and nana took two pieces (: we were nice. we asked before we took (: AHAHAHHA XD then no one wanted. so we took lor! x) the hot dog was nice (: i love hot dog! LALALA! then errrr.... i think we had time to like prepare for the drama performance? then the class wasplaying wacko. we din play. i din feel like playing. and i was nice (: i din get pissed with them. in the sense that. i saw no reason getting pissed with them. it was camp afterall, i think we shld have the freedom to at least have some time to do our own stuffs. just let them play lah, not like we'll die right. then we practised drama again at 8.
i think the butterfly part was damn funny. as in our drama x) nana! HAHAHAHA. i was the TIGER XD RAWRRRR! but we din win anything ): for drama. i thought we were good XD hahahahhaha! but nevermind! at least we won for amazing race (: TWO STATIONS! XD i was so proud of twoten lah! cos its like. this is one of the RARE times when we win something. (: i was seriously damn happy! x) hahahaha!
then i seriously cried again when the teachers talked about the quadrangle part (: and the other half of it came from not bearing to break camp. it seriously had a great impact on me. whatever i felt during camp, was all genuine. it really was. all the memories we had together, will forever remain in me. (: thankyou amina, nana, caca, cher, trish for the nice memories and charis, although u missed camp we missed you at camp too! (: and the whole of twoten, be it whether u hate us or not, it really did have a part in the camp.
THREE CHEERS FOR TWOTEN! HIPHIPHURRAY! HIPHIP HURRAY! HIPPHIPPHURRAY!!!! XD I LOVE TWOTEN.
p.s. its 12.59 (: SO COOL
4:59 AM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
okay. stupid blogger screwed up and didnt publish my previous post. damn irritating. grr! anyway, lsc tml (: SO EXCITED! whahahaha im seriously looking forward to sleeping time (: LALALALA I know i sound kinda crazy =/ but YES I AM K (:
anyway... i wanted to blog about something. and then i forgot. okay anyway. my knee started hurting abit again today ): so sad. boo! it recovered okay. and i bought a new knee guard! its alot more tighter, and its not as obvious as the BLACK one. the black one is really damn BLACK nad obvious lah. but its more comfortable cos its like. erm. not so tight. but the other one gives more support! YEPPS x)
haha SOME people are not looking forward to lsc because of US. wow man. i feel dammit honoured. HAHAHA U KNOW WHY. can u imagine (: we have sucha great impact on their lives. LALALA besides, i still find what she blogged at her blog dammit freaking hilarious. I WAS LAUGHING TILL I HAD STOMACH ACHE LAH. okay maybe i sound abit sadistic but can u imagine. am i THAT scary that by just looking at me, she cries. HURHURHUR. DAMN FUNNY. and she's freaking intimidated by me (: well, i think i'll make a good mom who will enforce discipline on my children! okay that was kinda random ):
hahahaha my maid helped me pack x) HEH HEH HEH. i know, i feel damn evil. cos others were like. WAIT WAIT IM PACKING. and im like dilly-dallying at the computer, waiting for my maid to finish packing =/ HAHAHAHA (: SAVES ME SO MUCH TROUBLE LAH OKAY.
hmm.. i think toad thinks that teaching us is such a chore. everytime she steps into our classroom, SHE WILL SIGH. i noticed it quite a few times already. anyway right. i think she's quite disrespectful to us in some ways too. like how she just walks away when WE ARE STILL GREETING HER GOODBYE. that, i cant stand. but overall i think she's quite okay.
everyone/anyone hurt or sick, GET WELL SOON ((: esp. CHARIS and ____ (: rawr charis I MISS UR SHOULDER ):
okay thats all for today! DONT MISS ME ALTHUOGH I KNOW YOU ALL WILL XD I KNOW MY POSTS ROCK.
3:26 PM
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
sometimes i think, why is it that sometimes when we say some things, they dont seem like we mean it? i think actions show alot. and after that talk with sunlao, it made me more aware of my surroundings, like what we do that affects the teacher's thinking. what we do that make the teacher's think so badly of us.
now, if we told and even rebutted sunlao that day that we WERE trying, then why isit that even i cant see that we are trying. if we classify that trying as changing places during class time as well, then i dun see a reason why we shld have rebutted sunlao. if so, the teacher have EVERY right to scold us, to reprimand us. actually, i personally admit that after the talk with sunlao, i feel that the class has become more dao dan.
changing places is bad enough, not to mention not listening in class and even talking when teachers are talking. its very disrespectful to the teachers u know. in the first place, its not even easy being a teacher. can u imagine what kind of torment we are making them go through by not paying attention in class and giving them that "you fucking bastard. shut that hell up about all those crap" look? i think it really hurts the teachers.
and why do we think that the teachers treat us so badly? maybe they do, but that all boils down to our bad behaviour in class. if u dont like people to interrupt u while you're talking, i think teachers deserve all that much more respect. moreover, they are older than us. isnt it only right that we respect them? wasnt that what our parents taught us? what happened to all that discipline which we had when we were young? washed away cos of bad attitude? i dont even know myself.
also, i dont think we have the right to complain to teachers about our seating arrangement. i believe the teachers took quite some time planning it out. also, i think they have our interests at heart. we may not think the same way as they do, but people do have their own thinking. and somtimes we just needa look at the situation in their perspective. i have to admit my grades have been slipping. kinda drastic actually. and i dunno why myself ):
i just wanted ya'll to know that there's a reason why i got pissed today.
3:54 PM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
hello (:
i forgot to bring back my knee guard -.- and there's alot of hw due on monday. and i havent done ANY. i shall do them tml. its like. whatthehell lah okay. sometimes i wonder, teachers have gone through what we're going through now before (directing to sunlao esp.) then why cant they just dig out that bit of memory left about school life and how they felt if they were us. experiences are not there for show, they're there for use. and its really sucha pity that they dun use it when they have it. i know its not easy to be a teacher but at least try to treat ur students fairly right. grr!
okay i dun feel like blogging anymore ): feeling solemn ):
3:22 PM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
Shotgun SerenadeI know you're dying to tell me everything that you want to say, but I'm not listening.
Try to tell me everything that you want to say.
I know you're trying to force me. Feed me lies but I'm on my way. Can you taste it now?
I'm dying to watch your face when I walk away.
Here's the final bullet to put our love to death. Our days are never coming back.
I know it's you. I can forget. Bang, bang. Shoot, shoot.
There's a freight train coming to force your head in check. Our love is never coming back.
I know it's you. I can forget our love forever ending.
I know you're dying to tell me everything that you want to say, but I'm not listening.
Trying to tell me everything will be okay. Well be okay.
You're trying to warm my heart but you freeze my blood. There's ice inside my veins.
I'm only dying to watch your face when I turn away, and Ill turn away.
But you cannot separate the two things I would live or die for.
I'd kill to separate your heart from your head. That's to die for.
Here's the final bullet to put our love to death. Our days are never coming back.
I know it's you. I can forget. Bang, bang. Shoot, shoot.
There's a freight train coming to force your head in check. Our love is never coming back.
I know it's you. I can forget our love forever ending.
You're just a waste of a song. You're a simple regret.
I thought I knew who you were, but watch how fast I forget.
You wore your prettiest dress, but there's a mess in your head.
They say old habits die hard. I say they're better off dead,
cause you were bitter and cold, but still you burned me alive.
You held the match to my skin and poured the fuel on the fire.
You're not my favorite mistake. You're just a simple regret.
I though I knew who you were, but watch how fast and watch how well I forget.
It's too late to play the good guy. It's too late to play the good guy now.
It's too late to play the good guy. Goodbye.
Here's the final bullet to put our love to death.
Our days are never coming back.
I know it's you that can't forget. Bang, bang. Shoot, shoot.
There's a freight train coming to force your head in check.
Our love is never coming back.
I know it's you. I can forget our love forever ending.
There's a freight train coming to force your head in check. Our love is never coming back.
Be My EscapeI’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging
You to be my escape.
I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You
So were You
Come What MayNever knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day i'm loving you more than this
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Chorus:
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time
Chorus
Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Chorus
PhotoA photo, can say a thousand things
But it can't say the million things
I wanna say
A photo, can capture the way we were
But it can't capture the way we are
Cause you're far away
What it's like to know you
What it's like to touch you
Yeah...
When you told me that you loved me
Were those just words?
You can't tell me you don't need me
And I know that hurts
Cause I'm looking at your picture
Cause it's all I got
Maybe one day, you and me will have
One more shot
Timing, lost minutes and moments
Yeah, I might be lonely, girl
But I'm not afraid
In a second, it all comes right back to me
No, nothing's forgotten now
Yeah, everything's saved
What it's like to touch you
What it's like to know you
Yeah...
When you told me that you loved me
Were those just words?
You can't tell me you don't need me
And I know that hurts
Cause I'm looking at your picture
Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day you and me will have
One more shot
You were my life
You were my faith
You gave me hope everyday
WHen you told me that you loved me
Were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
And I know that hurts
Cause I'm looking at your picture
Cause it's all I got
Maybe one day you and me will have
One more shot
Bad DayWhere is the moment we need at the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
(yeah...)
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Who I am Hates Who I've BeenI watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the Pacific and
you might think I'm losing my mind,
but I will shy away from the specifics...
'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
[Pre-Chorus]
Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
that it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.
[Chorus]
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.
I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
to create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.
I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
and I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.
And I can't let that happen again
'cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
[Pre-Chorus x2]
[Chorus]
Who I am hates who I've been
and who I am won't take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I've been
'cause who I've been only ever made me...
So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.
Free LoopI'm a little used to calling outside your name
I wont see you tonight so I can keep from going insane
But I don't know enough, I get some kinda lazy day
Hey yeah
I've been fabulous through to fight my town a name
I'll be stooped tomorrow if I don't leave as them both the same
But i dont know enough, I get some kinda lazy day
Hey yeah
Cause it's hard for me to lose
In my life I've found only time will tell
And I will figure out that we can baby
We can do a one night stand, yeah
And it's hard for me to lose in my life
I've found outside your skin right near the fire
That we can baby
We can change and feel alright
I'm a little used to wandering outside the rain
You can leave me tomorrow if it suits you just the same
But I don't know enough, i need sun when it leaves the day
Hey yeah
Cause it's hard for me to lose
In my life I've found only time will tell
And I will figure out that we can baby
We can do a one night stand, yeah
And it's hard for me to lose in my life
I've found outside your skin right near the fire
That we can baby
We can change and feel alright
Cause it's hard for me to lose
In my life I've found only time will tell
I will figure out that we can baby
We can do a one night stand, yeah
And it's hard for me to lose in my life
I've found outside your skin right near the fire
That we can baby
We can change and feel alright
Cause it's hard for me to lose
In my life I've found only time will tell
And I will figure out that we can baby
We can do a one night stand, yeah
And it's hard for me to lose in my life
I've found outside your skin right near the fire
That we can baby
We can change and feel alright
AlmostI almost got drunk at school at 14
Where I almost made out with the homecoming queen
Who almost went on to be miss texas
But lost to a slut with much bigger breastes
I almost dropped out to move to LA
Where I was almost famous for almost a day
And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
I almost wished u would've loved me too
I almost held up a grocery store
Where I almost did 5 years and then 7 more
Cuz I almost got popped for a fight with a thug
Cuz he almost made off with a bunch of the drugs
That I almost got hooked on cuz you ran away
And I wish I woulda had the nerve to ask you to stay
And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it
You kept me guessing and now I'm destined
to spend my time missing you
I almost wish you would've loved me too
Here I go thinking about all the things I could've done
I'm gonna need a forklift cuz all the baggage weighs a ton
I know we had our problems I can't remember one
I almost forgot to say something else
And if I cant fit it in I'll keep it all to myself
I almost wrote a song about you today
But I tore it all up and then I threw it away
And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it
You kept me guessing and now I'm destined
to spend my time missing you
And I almost had you [x3]
I almost wish you would've loved me too
Nice songs (: well there are loads more but these are the ones i love ALOT
2:54 PM
well, the going home at six to seven everyday, with sticky bodies and hands filled with paint may not sound like a very pleasing thing to the ear but well, i have to say that the in-between was fun (: haha i think its now really about WHO you hang out with (: i guess i just wanna say thankyou to charis, jasmine, eugena, bianca, cherie and trish for being patient and stuff and making every OM session such a pleasure! (: hmmm... we've had our bit of arguments, disagreements and unhappiness but well, it all ended well right? (: i think i've improved quite a bit in the sense that last time i reallyreallyreally had to have things MY WAY, maybe im too pampered or spoilt or whatever but over the years, as i grow up, i realised that certain things cant be forced. if its not urs, its not yours. accept the fact and move on (: looking past several things really help ALOT ((:
anyway, now that om is sorta over, unless we get into the finals and we gotta perform at acsi, then...its not exactly over. but well, i dun think we'll get in ): hahha actually im not all that sad. i dun exactly care =/ its ungraded anyway. and, i think we really screwed up alot and its really stressful and stuff ): so yeah. im like half-half! x) hahahah the backdrop was dying. and i think the dance was dammit messy ): so yeah, heck since its already over! x)
well we were apparently rushing through the whole day today =/ or shld i say everyday. hmm that reminds me about thursday. sometimes i just hate talking to teachers personally in the sense that. it always makes me tear. and i dunno why im always the first few to start first ): maybe im too emotional =/ that time we were talking to mr han also like that. but i hate sunlao. she totally made me FURIOUS. and i was like overwhelmed with emotions that i reallyreallyreally CRIED. in the sense that i was sorta hyperventilating and i was still talking. maybe i was half-shouting, i dunno. but it was just having breathing difficulties =/ haha okay i think i dont make sense ):
but anyway, it was supposed to be a CLASS MEETING. and then she HAD to freaking ask the subject reps. to like write down who havent been handing in homework. and then we were like quite reluctant cos u know what our class is like, they'll blame us one lah. damn gay -.- and soooo she kept insisting that they do it. and when we talked about the "but then later alot of people wont like us" that kinda thing and then we ended up debating =/ and then. she kept on pushing the blame on us. and i cldnt take it anymore. too many things were like happening at the same time, so many things were on my mind, not to mention now she had to push the blame to us. and so i broke. i just started crying. then at first i just turned around cos i cld feel the tears already. and i was sorta pissed with her too. then i hid behind bianca. then cos charis was beside me. then she saw =/ then she got a shock. hahaha. anyway back to the topic. she called us childish. what is her problem. i think she's the childish one. and she kept insisting that we werent trying. what is her problem. WHAT IS HER PROBLEM LAH. if u cant see that we're trying already, then thats ur problem, okay? stop pushing the dammit blame on us. we've already tried and teachers still criticise us, they still give bad remarks about us, what can we do? and people get tired okay. what is ur problem. she said that cos the teachers kept giving bad remarks so we showed them how badder we can get -.- she's dammit freaking sarcastic i cant stand her. and i've been giving her my black face these few days. PLUS. she keeps brooding on what we talked about on thursday. LIKE WTH. STOP IT OKAY. U WANT THEN TELL US IN THE FACE LAH. FREAK YOU. BE SO INDIRECT FOR WHAT. MAKE SO MANY TURNS FOR WHAT. NOT LIKE THERE'S NO ROAD IN FRONT OF U RIGHT. MIGHT AS WELL SAVE UR ENERGY RIGHT. CRAP HER.
okay enough about the annoying shit. my body's damn tired today ): sigh. went to lian li liang today AGAIN. and the ti tui made me tired like nobody's shit business ): AHHHHHHHHHH! ): anyway i think my back muscles are strong and my stomach muscles are weak like crap ): how ironic =/ hahahaha ohwell! i think my back muscles are COOL! LIKE ME XD lol okay (:
hmmm so today dance we had to do handstand again. and me and zephyr din dare to do AGAIN. ): oh many. psychological barrier. damn sad case ): well laoshi wants us to go and learn no-hand cartwheel. but a few people only. im too lazy to type out =/ soooooo NVM. hahahahahh
RAWR I AM DAMN TIRED ):
2:23 PM
